[ بقآيآـآ شتـآـآت } . . اسْـمَـع نِـهَـآيَـہ ’ قِـصّتـِي ‘ وانْـزعَـاجِـي ] ~

بقآيآ شتآت · 08 - 27 - 2008, 04:40 AM

قـصة حيـآتـي

قصـة تبحـث عن انتـآج

‘‘

و اسمـع نهآـآيـة قـصتي وانـزعآجـي

بقآيآ شتآت · 11 - 02 - 2008, 01:20 PM

بـعد غيآآب دآآمـ . . " ما أذكر بالضبط" . .

تعود اليكمـ بقآآيآآ بـ شخصيـة يديدة و ستآآيل يدييد

و تعود لكم بـ يوميتهآ \\ مدونآآتـهآآ \\ اهدآءآآتها \\ سوآآلفهآآ \\ ......الـخ

و

اسْـمَـع نِـهَـآيَـہ ’ قِـصّتـِي ‘ وانْـزعَـاجِـي

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بقآيآ شتآت · 11 - 06 - 2008, 06:31 PM

هـالموقف . . كل ماآ أتذكرهـ أمووت من الضحـك . .
يمكن يكون طبيعـي عند الكل \\ مآ يضحك \\ سخيـف . .

فـالنهآيـة . . موقف صآآرلي و يضحكنـي . .

فـ يوم من الايآم كنت ظآهرة الشيشـة" محطة البترول " . .
المـهمـ . .

دخلت و مآ كآن فـ الشيشة حد غيـري ,,
عقبـهآآ حدر ريآال " سوداني "

المهيييييمـ
خذت لي الكروآسوون . . و العصيـر . .
عقب انتبهـت انـه العصير مش orange بس . . طلع orange and & Carrots

فـ بقآيآ ردت عسب ترد العصير و دعمـت الأ خ . .

بقآيآ : سوريي سوري . .
الأخ : _______" "
بقآيآ : sorry again
الأخ : _______ " يتحرطمـ "

و أنـآآ ميتة ضحــك عليــه . .

سرنآ عسب نحآسب
كآن وآقف قبلـي
و
حآآسب . .

و الـ صدمنـي لكن هلكني ضحك هآالمرة
,,

الأخ : انتبهي مرة أخرى . .
بقآيآ : _____""

و و و و و بــس . .

مـع احترآمـي لكـل اخوآنآ من السودآآن . .
لكن هـالموقف يضحكني كل مآ أتذكرهـ . .

و
اسْـمَـع نِـهَـآيَـہ ’ قِـصّتـِي ‘ وانْـزعَـاجِـي ] ~

بقآيآ شتآت · 11 - 15 - 2008, 07:48 PM

اليومـ 15 -نوفمـبر ,,

نآآشـة الصبـح عـ مسـج من حشآآشـة اليوفـ . .

-[ بلآكمـ كيف أنآ أتحمل بلاكمـ وانـآ وردهـ وسط صحرى بلآكمـ ]-
,,

نشيت اليومـ بكآآمل حيويتـي ونشآآطـي . .

و عـ نآآدي الفروسيـة . .

و جدولنآ كـالآتـي :
-TRaininG
- Horse CleaninG
-JumpinG Hurdles

=)

و اليومـ لأول مرة اتذكرت آخذ الكآآمـ معآآي . .
و I Snapped Some PIcs

* بحـط الصور فـ المدونـة . . قرييب . .
اترقبووهـن ,,

و و و

اسْـمَـع نِـهَـآيَـہ ’ قِـصّتـِي ‘ وانْـزعَـاجِـي ] ~

بقآيآ شتآت · 11 - 18 - 2008, 05:31 PM

مبـروك علينـآ " مهآ و خويتهآ عويـش " .. و يتربون فـ عزكمـ ولد خآالي وبنت خآالي . . :)

بقآيآ شتآت · 11 - 27 - 2008, 10:15 PM

يآ رآحـة النفـس فـي دنيآآي بكملــهآ , ,

بقآيآ شتآت · 11 - 29 - 2008, 05:34 PM

hmm ..
I think this is the onlY place where i can actually put all my feelingz in ,
the only place wre i could be "ME" , the PROUD ME . .

*However .. my apologies to y'all 4 not being present the last 2- 3 weeks ..

Well .. I've noticed that u can never have whatever u want .. and we ppl just don't appreciate what we really have until it gets LOST !
Yup .. " WE never look at the flower , only the fruit in the flower , never the fruit ,but only the rot in the fruit "
It's just something inside us .. Nothing to do about it its just instilled inside us !
Yet, still we never think back .. we always look towards the future !

I've been through lots of wonderful times .. whre ppl actually cared , loved , helped ,stood up with me n for me ..
Those memories r just bonded to me ...
"So proud of u GuyZ . . "

On the other hand ..
I've been through lots of bad stuff , bad memories , bad times !
Actually bad isn't enough describing those situations !
I was about to turn EMO , other than those ppl that were there 4 me .. :P

In life we meet loads of ppl ..
Those who put a good memory n LEAVe
N others that put a bad memory n also LEAVE . .
THey all Finally LEAVE .. Thats the point i'm trying to get ..

Why love ?
Why hate ?
When finally we all leave each other !

Why cry , why depress , why n why n why ?!
When at the end of the path were just gonna LEAVE . .
either this world or this human being !!

Its a ques i would like y'all ( whoever passes )to answer .. just think !!
For the last 2 hours i've been thinking about it, yet there's no answer !!

Think . . n gi'mme ur answers in ur personal diaries ..

Ur sis .. بقآيآ شتآت

*Words that were written from heart ..
* Excuse my MOOD . .

بقآيآ شتآت · 12 - 01 - 2008, 04:48 PM

معآآك أيآآم عشنآآهآ ,, لهآ بقلوبنآآ ذكرى ولها شوق و هيآآم . .

بقآيآ شتآت · 12 - 20 - 2008, 10:37 PM

Its me BACK . . !! ->not for long
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BeinG Happy isn't hard , its how u feel it is the hard part
n as u say . . we all have mistakes . . we ALL have probs in life .. but it feels depressing when u see the close ones making fun of ur probs in other words not beliving them . . HUH ! n life goes on no matter what they say
For considiration I DON"T DIRECT ANY OF MY WORDS TO ANYONE
THis is onlY Feelings , it hurts
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What i like most here in the group is the feelings i could share with everyone , eventhough i know that 2 -4 ppl only pass by , yet still i know these words r read by someone . . or touched someone's heart
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Horse riding . . its all to do with PASSION . . yes i had fun . . yet its not the place I should be in . . not the place i spend my FREE time in
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" IT Kills . . n ppL like it !! WeirdoOs
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Love can touch just one time . . n last for a LIFETIME
Everything just goes in woth LOVE
Love was when i loved u . . one true time
I hoped u
n my life will always go on
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I wonder why is that happening to us . . I think its because my quick desicions , I found out recently that i'm SELFISH . . Maybe because i didn't think about the close ones , or its because i don't really mean it but it just comes out without me noticing it
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I prefer Basketball More
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Missing u Piano Women
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I really wanted to talk to u that day ! I t seems that LUCK is not on our side

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MISS U LIKE HELL COUSINZ . . May god bless u 7abaybee

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MUM - تروحين و تردين لنآ بالسلآمـة

. . . . . . . . .

I talked alot , expressed my feelingz
N i saY it again . . I DON"T MEAN ANYONE WHEN I TALK THAT WAY
NO ONE

Its just destressing my feelings , thats all

May god bless Y'all n specially the close ones :P

LOVE yeW